Friday, April 2, 2010

Nerves

...of steel? ...breaking down? ...non-existant? Yikes. I feel good. I am nervous. I am all over the map and I have only be awake for an hour. I'm barely halfway through my cup of coffee.

I don't know what it is today. Maybe it is the anticipation of family stuff this weekend... "How are YOU?" blah. Or maybe it is the estradiol giving me a (sometimes twice) daily run to the bathroom. Or it might be the Crinone discharge that is freaking me out! Or maybe it is that I am 9dp5dt and I have read other bloggers who have reached for a HPT at this point and I am afraid to do the same.

I just want to live in peaceful oblivion right now and get through the weekend without a vague HPT dictating how the next few days will go.

5 comments:

  1. I'm SO envious of your ability to avoid the pee stick! :) Have a wonderful weekend.

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  2. You are so, so close. Hang in there sweetie!

    http://makingmemom.blogspot.com

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  3. Praying for your weekend to be peaceful! Good luck with the fam. That can be so hard.

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  4. Yes, I hope you do have a peaceful weekend! I can understand fighting that urge to pick up the pee stick... I once peed on an ovulation stick just so that I could pee on something. I know- completely crazy. OH well. Have a wonderful Easter, and keep us updated whatever you decide to do!

    www.auntiesissy.blogspot.com

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  5. Thank you so much for the words of support. It means so much. xoxo

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